Everyone is panicking, they don't know wether to jump in the water and swim to a life boat, or stay on the titanic because they have hope that it wont sink. I will not take any chances, and I will get on a boat as soon as I can. Most women do not want to leave their husbands so they leave the opportunity of being saved to stay with their loved ones. These scenes are are heart breaking to me but all I could think was to try to convince them to get in the boat and their husbands will be saved in another boat with me. I ran to the other deck and saw that they were letting men in. Since I am from the first class they let me in, huge weight lifted off my shoulder. As we were being let down the Titanic was also sinking lower and lower.